Tyler Dale Preston

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Tyler Dale Preston
Son To Louise and Sean

Twin Brother to Bentley
Little brother to Faith

Grandson, Nephew, cousin to many

Tyler fought heaven and earth to stay with us after being born 3 Months early.. Not long after his birth he was diagnosed with Cerebral palsy and defied all odds against the doctors at London and Sheffield Childrens hospital..

Sadly Tyler went to sleep and never woke up again on Friday 13th January 2012

27th January we said our final goodbye's xx

On Tyler's special days, Bailey will share his page with his little cousin xx




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Son to Fiona and Mark
Baby Brother to Cameron and Bradley
Grandson, Nephew and cousin to Many

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Remembering my beautiful little boy who left us suddenly..
A beautiful baby who was growing up to be a beautiful young boy..
We dont know why Bailey left, We have never had any answers..
Not knowing why our son was taken hurts every day..

We will treasure the happy times Bailey brought us, We will look at his photo's and Smile, because a smile is what Bailey always had, Even though Bailey is no longer here, he is still a big part ouf our lives, Ive learnt to deal with the disgust from people as I talk about my son, Ive been told to get over him, hes dead.. That hurt, I'll never forgive them for that
I love Bailey with all my heart and if things could change then I would have him right here where he belongs, Watching him grow up, get a girlfriend, get Married, have his own children.. Something that will never happen and something I cant ever forget.. I love you beautiful xxx

Bailey completed our Family when he was Born after a difficult pregnancy at 34 weeks, weighing 5lb's He spent his first few weeks in the Neonatal Unit due to his prematurity and after a difficult start he came home to us after 19 days.. Bailey was a good baby, He started sucking his thumb at 3 Months which was soo cute, I didnt want him to have a dummy like his brothers because they was hard to get off them and Bailey was breast fed so I didnt want him confused between the breast and Dummy.. Baileys Problems started when he turned 15 weeks, He has an apnea attack in his sleep.. I will remember that day forever, My son was Blue.. After a few Minutes tickling his feet, rubbing his chest to stimulate him, He took a gasp.. I was on the phone to the ambulance at the time and I could hardly speak, There was only me and the kids in the house.. The ambulance arrived and wisked us to the hospital where Bailey underwent an X-Ray, he was stabalised with oxygen.. After a few days all his results were back.. Bailey had Bronchil Pnemonia, The docters showed me his X-Rays compared to a healthy babys, and there words were, A child having lungs like this, needs to be on a ventalator.. But Bailey was proving them wrong, He only needed to stay in a oxygen chair, He stayed in hospital for 12 days This was the start of our battle with Bailey.. Whilst he was growing up, Learning to smile, Eat food, He endured numerous hospital visits and docters vists.. Bailey continued to have a problem with his breathing, It sounded like he was a train some times.. Throughout his problems though he thrived, Became a handsome young Child.. Bailey charmed most people who got to know him.. He learnt to sit up at 6 Months, He started crawling at 10 Months.. Fashionably late by means as his brothers was crawling at 8 and 9 Months, But he had a crawl that made everyone laugh, we called it the commando crawl, Bless him.. Just 2 weeks before he fell poorly he started to crawl properly and then there was no Stopping him 30th May 2008, Bailey had yet another attack, just like before he was asleep.. I checked on him and he was blue/Grey, so we whisked him up to the hospital, as soon as we got there he had perked up and with a little help of oxygen in the accident and emergency department he was back to smiling and laughing.. Because of the frequency this was happening, Back in April 2008 it was decided Bailey would undergo further testings, Sleep Monitering, Possibly a camera down his throat whilst asleep to see if his airways was closing, Oxygen Monitering whilst asleep.. Yet come 30th May non of that had been done still.. So they decided to keep him in for observation and do the Oxygen Monitering.. It was plain and simple, a probe attached to his toe whilst asleep and this would read out what his oxygen was like.. On 2 occasions though his oxygen dipped to under 90% one being just 79%, anything under 92% requires oxygen I was told.. Yet I was fobbed off, They told me Bailey was in a deep sleep.. This is what kept happening at home, and it was proven on his reading, They chose to do nothing about it.. The moniter was kept on for 24 hours then, On the evening of 31st May, Bailey was disharged WITHOUT an examination from the docter on duty.. He was still rattling through his breathing but again, just give him his inhalers/Nebulisers he will be fine .............

Except he wasnt and just 2 hours after being dishcharged, Bailey had another apnea attack ...He was Extremely white in colour, I thought he was off colour and to this day it will haunt me forever, We took a walk to the shop and it was then I realised the full horror that I should have seen before.. My son was not breathing.. I ran to the shops whilst on the phone to the ambulance.. The staff in there was great, they started cpr on Bailey, within Minutes the Ambulance was there.. Ok I admit I wasnt in a mess because I had seen this time and time before, Bailey always came through it, I knew he would be ok.. Except he wasnt, The ambulance called the Control, and said 11 Month old baby in Cardiac Arrest.. Thats when I broke down, It felt like they wasnt helping my baby, he was just sat there slowly getting his things out the bag, I do remember shouting "well arnt you going to help him then" The Other ambulance arrived and took a slow drive to the hospital again I was angry they wasnt getting there sooner, My son was in trouble and all they could do was drive at 20 Miles an hour, Arriving at hospital to be met with a team waiting for Bailey, to be taken to the relative room, I knew it was bad.. I wanted to be with my son, They let me, thats when Mark came in, Baileys daddy.. Seeing him hurt even more because I had done this, it was my fault our son was fighting for his life.. My fault for just Assuming he would be ok, I'll never ever forgive myself for that... Bailey was in cardiac arrest for nearly an hour, they fought and fought, they wouldnt give up.. I Then heard they got his heart beat bck but he was seriously poorly and needed to be transfered to another hospital that can care for sick Children, He was transfered to Leicestor CICU Where he carried on fighting for 5 days.. In that 5 days We had some hope, His colour was coming bck, he started to wee and Pooh, they even tried him on Some milk through his ng tube.. After 3 days in that hospital, came the news No parents should get.. " Im sorry " Theres nothing else we can do" We got to look at Baileys brain scan results and the damage from being starved without oxygen was just too much, Our little boy was never coming back... On the wednesday 3rd they advised us it would be in Baileys best Intrest to turn his support off and they would look at taking him off on the friday after they had done some more Investigations, More scans and X rays etc.. We couldnt belive what they was saying, On the friday it was our other sons Birthday, If Bailey was going to die, it couldnt be on his birthday.. So we called my parents to get them to come up to be with us, and asked the docters if Bailey showed more signs of giving up, then we would turn the support off the Thursday.. Late that Night though Bailey got even worse, His blood preasure dropped to a point he didnt have one, I didnt think he would last the night.. But to our amazement he wasnt ready and stayed with us right through to Thursday.. My parents arrived quite early and we spent the day together, Talking praying I guess that when we went bck to the ward we would have better news.. At 10am, Bailey was taken down for one last CT Scan on his chest, The results came bck at 1pm. We was pulled aside and asked if Bailey had ever had bronchilities, Yes we said when he was 3 Months old, They told us Bailey had Bronchilities Libiterate, but only traces of it, and they couldnt be sure if it was enough to cause him to stop breathing in the first place as they had only seen 5 case's of it including Bailey. At 3.30pm Bailey had his 1st Brain stem test.. He failed.. He had to have 2 tests done before they could declare him brain dead.. So an hour later he had another.. I watched this time, willing when they took him off life support, To breath, I held my own breath in the hope he would just take one small one to show us he wasnt giving up.. But he didnt, They did further bits that completes the test then we all had a talk.. I remember my dad just broke down, again we was told nothing but the machiens was keeping Bailey alive... They left us for a few Minutes before returning.. The nurse slowly took the plaster off Baileys face, Removed the tube from his mouth and gently placed my son in my arms, where just Minutes later he died.. It was 16.57pm Those next 2 hours was hard, I helped to wash and dress my son, Then walk with him and a nurse to carry my son to the Morgue where he would undergo further tests to determine how and why he died.. After 4 days, we went bck to see Bailey and he wasnt there, he was a spirit in the sky.. I will never forget the look on Baileys face, there was no smile, just a look of Im out of pain now Mummy

19th September 2008 Baileys Funeral
We gave our little boy the best send off we could do, Baileys new bed was a baby blue carriage ( coffin).. We sprinkled baby blue and silver petals in with him after he had been laid to rest, We looked at all the flowers, took the beautiful cards off them so we could put them in his memory box...We was handed a beautiful book from Baileys nursery where all his friends had said good bye to him with there hand prints, and learned the nursery had got a bench in Baileys memory in the nursery garden.. It was the most hardest day in all my life watching them lower my sons carriage in the ground..Utter heartbreak, I wouldnt wish it upon anyone..


We had 2 poems for Bailey read out at his funeral..

You came to us for a little while
We'll never forget your little smile
God took away our baby brother
In our hearts there'll be no other
So here's our final chance to say
We'll love and miss you everyday
Goodbye little Bailey, we don't know why
God took you away up in the sky
As me and Bradley play together
We'll never forget our baby brother
Loads of love
Cameron and Bradley your Big Brothers xXx


*♥* We thought you'd never leave us
Thought you'd never go
We promised we'd always protect you
But now we'll never know *♥*

*♥* We made so many promises
That now we cannot keep
The thought of you apart from us
Makes us wep and weep and weep *♥*

*♥* When we remember the way you smiled at us
A tear fills up our eyes
Because we knew you'd rather be here with us
Than with Jesus in the sky *♥*

*♥* When we saw you the very last time
You were so peaceful, you felt no pain
We know you're up there looking over us all
Now you're eyes are closed, never to open again *♥*

*♥* So Bailey be peaceful wherever you are *♥*
Love Mummy and Daddy xxx


Where did your beautiful smile go Bailey xXx

Where did that smile go?
The one you saved for me.
A smile between Mother and Son,
There for the world to see.

Created in an instant,
At the moment of your birth.
A smile that warmed your soul,
And gave me Heaven on earth.

Where did that smile go?
The one that was mine alone.
I cannot seem to find it.
It isn't in our home.

I've looked everywhere in your room,
I've hunted high and low.
I'm feeling lost without it.
I really miss it so.

Where did that smile go?
The one that could melt my heart,
I would have hidden you away
If I'd known we'd have to part.

It’s lonely here without you,
It’s a shadow life I lead,
And tucked in every moment,
Is a sad and painful need.

Where did that smile go?
The one where love shone through,
Where each day was very special
If I shared that day with you.

That smile is now my comfort;
It's in my very soul.
That smile is breathing life,
To fill an empty hole.

It isn't in your bedroom.
A silly place to start.
That smile has never left me
It's living in my heart.

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